oh its one day past boxing day!!!

so what have u gotten for the past xmas? well xmas is not over yet! it lasts for 12 days, so i DO still welcome gifts! hahaha

xmas this year is so diff for me, its sooo filled with love and friendship, and if u do realise, i only remember nice incidents and not %^&* things..

i recieved quite a no. of pressies this year and i'm so happy abt it.. cos its all from pple who loves me and whom i love ((:


this was from ma, my first xmas gift this year! she wans me to write down all the happy and sad things inside the book!((:


this is from pa, a lovely AHPOOH!! he has a very special name! he's called SUNMA!!((:


this is from eve!! another AHPOOH!!


this was from queen, another AHPOOH! and a sleeveless which is in my washer now


this is from fish from our xmas xchange


my forth AHPOOH from agnes!


ahzii and a coin pouch from azni


a AHPOOH plastic bag and a tiny ahpooh beside from patwick!


a puma belt from eve again! i soooo touched..thks!

and there was a box of chocs from huifen which is already in my tummy, a rocher and a merci bar from yanti and avriel.. all in my tummy already..thks all for making my xmas so filled with love!!

its indeed a very nice xmas this year cos i recieved 2 very special msgs from 2 very special someone which i was soooo excited.. one is of cos from ma and the other is from.... ahah i shall not say out..hehe

anw all the love i got is enough to cover all the ^(&Y^%^&*( things tts bothering me.. i'm okay and i'm standing even taller now!!!!!!

and ya guess wad i found!!

it looks exactly like all the sotongs tt pa drew for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i found it soooooo close tt i almost wanted to buy it but it costs 60 bucks... it looks exactly like all those sotongs tt pa always draw for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jerr-
1:07 AM

i'm like kinda wols to only update now abt ahzi's orchid flower thingy.. but it has left a deep memory inside my heart ((:

it all begin with ms sng, our dearest primary sch cherr from yanziunlimited international primary sch..she was nominated as best teacher that day and WOW, she won the award immediately! and guess wad, she got the best cherr award of the year and the award she recieved was a book and a bouquet of orchids!! she was so happy so she started posing for the camera!


after which, she taught us how to read the book, she opened up her book and asked us to gather around her as she is gonna teach us how to read that book..she wans us to graduate early with flying colours.


the book is about dendrombium stefanie sun, when it bloomed and when it got planted etc.. then all of us crowded around her and she started reading out wad is written in the book, as she was so proud of us that we understood the whole story, she reacted this way..

she's really DAMN proud of us.. ((:




hahahaha i can plot stories well!! and i can change lyrics well!! woohoo!! this is so fun.. ahha i had a GREATTTTTTTTT day tt day, ahzi's sweet, she leaned over while i whispered to her, she looked into my eyes truthfully, the most sincere i've ever seen.. she suaned my HP! and preferred canon camera, she says my hp cam is wols and she smiled to me((:, she's a very true person.

and again, i've realised its nice to bring joy to others, and i felt even happier. this is nice!! wadever it is, i know how i wanna walk now, nth can stop me. good will truimph over bad!!


I HAVE SEEN THROUGH U ALL!! its time to get payback, pple.


anw, my sotry above is nice rite???? :D i think so too!!

jerr-
12:05 AM

woah, it's been long since i last posted or rather updated here.. juz came online to slack abit, gotta carry on mugging later on!

days has been good i supposed, no sch, no work, but juz pure fun i supposed. sat was couz bdae bash, ystd was queen's bdae celebration at j8, she was happy, we're happy too! its been long since we went for 933 events, ystd one was nice, fond memories came back , but the aftermath was bad, cos loneliness and sad memories came rushing back too. i felt the emptiness cos ma left and i dun see her during events anymore.

my heart was empty although i was happy ystd, i was truly happy, juz tt i miss those days where we all will go out every sat no matter wad, the wonderful memories we all had, it juz comes rushing back. kinda sad larh, to only have the nice warm feeling after sooo long.

anws, read his blog, my heart sank, or rather fell to the bottom, nah both means the same. dunno how to phrase it, i cant bear to let go, but kinda suffer if i dun. wad i feel seems to be how he's feeling too, but its kinda complicated though. our hearts felt the same but for different pple, but not between us.

oh wells, we'll see how everyth goes, time to get back to mugging, xmas is coming, i hope santa reads my blog so he'll fufill some of my wishes!hahahah

a new wallet! a big fluffy bear tt i can hug! a watch! a jacket! a BIG ANGBAO!! haha do santas give angbaos?? i doubt so.. haha lastly to help me unveil the secret that has been lying deep under my heart. i wanna see him soon!

jerr-
12:02 AM

iHATEyou; seriously.

i hate hyprocrites, i hate pple who wears a mask, i hate pple who do things their way without thinkin of others, i hate pple who do not respect others, i hate pple who act on their own. i juz hate u guys, u guys juz SUCK. fucking bitches.

i juz needa vent out my anger, dun ask me why unless i tell u, i'll keep my cool, dun worry, like wad ma said, true frens are more worth keeping rather than pple like them, dun get too bothered by them cos they juz ruin your life and make u unhappy only.

i'll be okay, we'll see who wins in the end, an eye for an eye, i'll give u all a black eye soon, i promise.

nvm i'm gonna see my ahzi in less than 12 hours time, she's prettier now! and pple, pls eat new mmon brand's fragrant rice, cos my ahzi is the spokesperson for tt! and i saw the advert juz now! its juz not her cos she's too pretty to be her now.hahhaha

will update soon abt ahzi's performance tonight!there'll be fireworks, she'll sing almost 10 songs and xmas songs with accapealla( i dunno how to spell tt). ((:

jerr-
2:17 PM